Got Questions? I got Answers.
“So wake up from your sleepin’,
There’s something to believe in.
The only way to love is to give yourself.”
Who am I to God? Who am I to know what love is? Well, I’ll tell you what, God can be a raging and stormy sea, constantly rocking your boat so you can finally get His point. And at the same time He can be that lighthouse at the shoreline, constantly showing you the light, the way out of the darkness. Keeping watch over you, just as a shepherd to his sheep. We underestimate our Father in heaven, and we choose to ignore His righteous ways. Who are we to judge, when the right to judge is in the hands of God? If we can’t stand up for our King, how will we ever look Him in the eye, or kneel on His holy ground? What happens when we deny God, more than just three times? These are questions that have surfaced my mind on and off. No matter how hard we try, our walk with Christ will always be stalked by the devil himself, if we let him. The devil is an opportunist, and he is cunning. And the higher we rise, the more drive he builds to drag us back to where we are weakest. But nothing is stronger in our weakness than the King of the universe. Our Father. Our God.
“For no one is abandoned by the Lord forever. Though He brings grief, He also brings compassion because of the greatness of His unfailing love. For He does not enjoy hurting people or causing them sorrow.”
Lamentations 2:31-33
(Post to be continued with new upcoming post “A Raging Sea”)
Well, I’ve been itching to blog. But until my computer has a properly installed security system, I will have to wait a few more days.
God Bless and Happy Sunday.
Until next post!
P.S. Ivan & Alyosha music is the cat’s pajamas.
“Come, let us return to the Lord.
He has torn us to pieces;
Now he will heal us. He has injured us;
Now he will bandage our wounds.
In just a short time he will restore us,
So that we may live in his presence.
Oh, that we might know the Lord!”
Hosea 6:1-3
“Cover me,
With the red sky tonight,
The promise of a better day to come…
Sing over me,
An angelic symphony,
Tell me everything will be alright,
With the red sky tonight.”
“So I climbed a mountain, and built an alter.
Looked out as far as I could see.
And everyday I’m getting older,
I’m running out of dreams.
But Your love, Your love,
The only thing that matters is
Your love, Your love,
Is all I have to give.
It’s Your love, that lights up the darkness,
Your love, Your love,
All I ever needed is Your love.”
I’ve realized more and more everyday, that my life is not about me, myself and I. But it’s about someone and something much more worthy of living. It’s about letting all worries, concerns, and hurt go. And giving my life up to a King who created me up from the dust and breathed life into my lungs. Who knew me as I was nestled in the womb of my mother. Who took a flood over the earth; who spoke through a burning bush.
To the King who threw the stars into the night sky, and set a name for each. And no star falls from its place, by the hand of such a powerful God.
Joel 2:12-14
Until next post, my friends.
You will always know when your prayers are answered. Always. It’s those points where you give all you have, just to surrender. As stubborn, and as hard headed as you may be, you strive to surrender to a God much bigger than any of us will ever know. Life becomes a lot more vivid once you surrender your life to the One who knows exactly what to do with the situations and desires that, you yourself, have no clue what to do about. He knows exactly how to handle it. So don’t you think that we should at least give it to Him, rather than being ignorant and trying to handle it on our own? We don’t realize how powerful God is. We have no clue. We have an idea to an extent of His power. Someone special in my life, constantly reminds me of how powerful of a God we have. There is no doubt at all that God loves us on unfathomable levels, and that He wants to have this intimate relationship with us, but at the same time, God is an extremely jealous God. And His mighty plan will prevail.
We live in a world of beauty, but not all things are sweet an innocent. We have lions, sharks, spiders, and snakes. Tsunamis, tornados, earthquakes, and floods. Things that destroy and even kill. But let’s go back to the beginning. Not the beginning of you and me, but the very beginning. God created the earth, and everything in it. But He claimed everything as good.
“But God made the earth by his power; he founded the world by his wisdom and stretched out the heavens by his understanding.”
- Jeremiah 10:12
It looks to me, like we have a God who knows what He’s doing. So how come it’s so hard for us to let go, and let Him take the steering wheel? We drive around aimlessly, trying to decipher our own map that we’ve made out and can’t even read as we drive further out. All while God is calling out to us to just pull over, or even take the nearest exit, just to let Him take the wheel. But we don’t. We just keep going.
It’s the same in our everyday life. All He wants is us. That’s it. Us. He wants all of us. Our hearts, our souls, our love. The God of the entire, wide universe, is begging us to love Him. To choose Him. To give Him the time of day, and to show Him even the slightest compassion. To turn around and chase after Him. To choose life.
“Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world.”
- Proverbs 11:19
Knowing that I surrender myself to this, loving, powerful God, lifts so mny anchors off of my shoulders. But it’s something consistant that I find myself having to do. Even if I have to fall to my knees and surrender over, and over again.
But when I do, I find myself stepping into complete, raw, and utter bliss.
“Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world.”
- James 4:8